- "Come to my house for one night. You will get twice as much as you want." With a demonic smile.
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As soon as he heard that, Ruzdar got up in the village. Fear began to work inside the chest. He says with some courage,
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Rujda: What are you saying? I just don't understand.
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- "I mean very simple. Make me happy for one night. I promise you will get whatever you want after that."
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Rujda took a step back in fear. A rush of hatred in his eyes. When he saw the man coming in front of him, he said in a slightly annoyed voice.
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Rujda: Don't go one step further. He is not ashamed to make such a bad proposal to a girl of his own age. Shh
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The man stopped there with an awkward smile.
- "What the heck is going on here. Nowadays you have to compromise a little bit to get a job."
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Rujda: Understand your daughter and teach her to compromise like this ?? Even if he wants something, I understand and ask him to compromise ??
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- "This girl understands what you're saying in front of someone !!" A little angry
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Rujda: Yes, I know what I am saying in front of whom !! I am standing in front of a broker and talking. That is to say, in the name of giving jobs, girls are asked to do prostitution called compromise.
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- "It's called prostitution or making the boss happy. If you keep the boss happy, you can understand everything now."
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Rujda could not hold herself this time. She went to the man and slapped him on the cheek. Then he shouted.
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Rujda: I have come here to get a job on my own merits, not to please the boss. How do you think I would agree to such a proposal ??
How do you say yes !! Do you want to become the owner of an office?
I'm your daughter's age. Did my conscience bother me to say these things? Shh
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The man is furious after hearing this.
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- "What's so arrogant about you ?? Today I will break your arrogance. Listen to me !!!"
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As soon as he came towards Rujdar, Rujda kicked him and threw him away and without a minute's delay he ran out of the room with his bag and file.
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The evening descended and he set foot in the restless darkness of the night. The sky is cloudy today. There is a thumping atmosphere all around. But there is no thought in it, Rujdar. He is walking along the side of the road with one mind. The sodium light of the street is falling on his face. In that light his face is chirping again and again. Whether he does or not, he is crying. Plenty of water is flowing through the eyes. He can't stop these tears. What happened a while ago is floating in front of his eyes again and again. He went there to give a job interview but who knew he would have to face all this.
No matter how hard Rujda looks at herself, an infinite storm is blowing inside her. He cannot forget today's incident. Then he is cutting himself thinking what could have happened if he had not tightened himself.
At that time, the ringtone of his phone rang. He took the phone out of the bag with trembling hands and saw that Riza had called. According to some, Rujda stopped crying and cleared her throat. Then pick up the phone to make yourself a little normal. As soon as I picked up the phone, a girl's voice came to my ears.
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Riza: Where are you sister ??
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Rujda: Here I am coming. Do you need anything?
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Riza: Yes. Ammu's night medicine is over. That must be brought. And yes the pulses and salt are gone. They also have to be brought.
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Rujda: All right. I'll bring it. You don't care.
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Riza: Apu, why does your throat feel like that? What happened?
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Ruzda was shocked by Rizar's words. Leaving himself somewhat attached, he says with a false smile.
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Rujda: Areh, nothing happened. The season is changing so the throat is a little sore. Ginger tea will be fine. I'm going to go to your mother.
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Saying this, Rujda immediately put down the phone. Otherwise, his sister will hear the screams in her chest. Rujda sits on the side of the road and tries to calm down. After a while he calmed himself down and took out a bottle of water from the bag. With tears in his eyes, he ate the remaining water.
Looking for money in the bag. He sees that he has 300 rupees. Mother's medicine may cost 150 rupees. With the rest of the money he will take half a kg of pulses and half a kg of salt.
Rujda started walking again. As soon as he went some distance, he saw some talented boys hanging out in a corner of the road. The road is quite quiet. Not many people can be seen on this street after evening.
So Rujda did not notice that much and started walking fast. As he passed by, he heard the boys making some bad comments about him. But Rujda did not listen to it and started walking fast.
Suddenly Rujda notices that the talented boy has also followed her. Rujda started getting scared this time. He began to walk more quickly. He is trying to walk as fast as he can but he doesn't seem to be able to walk. He is walking fast and praying in his mind.
The boys also started walking fast. Rujda noticed that he had come to the market street. And the market is 10 hands away. So this time Rujda gave a run. Before the boys understood anything, Rujda entered the market. Most of the market went inside and stopped. Then he tried to look back and see where the boys were. Seeing Ruzda, the boys are going back. This time Rujda took a deep breath with her hands on her chest. He gives a million thanks to Allah in his heart.
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Rujda bought her mother's medicine from a pharmacy inside the market. Then he bought pulses and salt.
After cutting, he left for home. As soon as he came to the front of the house, Rujdar's legs stopped. In mind Rujda bought her mother's medicine from a pharmacy inside the market. Then he bought pulses and salt.
After cutting, he left for home. As soon as he came to the front of the house, Rujdar's legs stopped. Her chest heaved. An unknown trouble surrounds him. Azwan is standing in front of him.
The only reason for Azwan to come here is Rujda. Azwan is a former Rujdar. About 6 months ago, Rujdar broke up their relationship. Why !! I will let you know later.
But Azwan is reluctant to leave Rujdar. He used to come and stand in front of Ruzdar's house like this every day. And tries to obey Rujdar. But Ruzdar is reluctant to comply.
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Rujda was a little frightened when she saw Azwan, but she restrained herself and passed him. Azwan came and stood in front of him while passing by.
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Azwan: Where did you go ?? It's so late!
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Rujda: It doesn't seem to work for you. Azwan came and stood in front of him again.
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Azwan: You know I don't like tera words at all. Tell me where you went straight!
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Ruzda: In Bobbazar.
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Azwan: Did you market it ??
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Rujda nodded without saying anything. Which means "yes". Before Azwan could say anything else, Rujda passed by and went inside the house. Although Azwan was a little angry, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips just to remember the face of Rujdar Vitu. He knows exactly how scared Ruzdar is in front of him. From that beginning, Ruzdar was afraid of Azwan. But who knows how he got so much courage 6 months ago that he went into a breakup at once. I could not stop Azwan Ruzdar even more than that day but he never let me go away.
With these thoughts, Azwan took a deep breath.
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When he got home, he left his belongings and went straight to the washroom. Leaving the shower water, he sat down under it. He pulled off his hijab and took it off And he started crying. She wants to scream and cry but she can't. Why not hear her sister's problem.
Ruzdar is holding his face and crying. There is no end to her cries. Suddenly my legs got irritated. Ruzdar looked at it and saw that one of his toenails had come out a little. There is a lot of blood. It is not too late for Rujdar to realize that he got this injury while running. Again, there is light burning in the neck. The pin may have been scratched while opening the hijab.
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- "Why is this happening to me Allah !!! Why !!! What did I do wrong? Tell me why you have written so much trouble in my destiny. How much more I have to endure !! I can not do that. Harassment. I can't do that anymore. "
I started crying loudly.
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After about 30 minutes, Rujdar came out. Once he came out, he went to his mother's room to see his mother. There is a bed lying dull. Rujda sat next to her mother and put her hand on her head for a while. Then went to the rider's room. Riza is concentrating. Ruzdar smiled and left to cook.
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Let's introduce ourselves this time. Rujda is the daughter of a low-income family. Father, mother and two sisters were their family. They did not have such a lack of distribution. They were pretty good. Rujdar was the darling daughter of the father. But a year ago, everything turned upside down. In a hurry, Ruzdar's father stocked up and sat down in another country. Ruzdar's mother could not accept this grief. He also almost lost his mental balance. After a long treatment, he recovered but became completely silent. Stop talking.
After Rujdar's father left, all the responsibilities of the family fell on Rujdar. Ruzdar was then a third year honors student. Then he used to do 2-3 tuitions. He used that money to pay for his education. But later he started spending for his own family. Ending his own studies.
His acquaintance with Azwan is in varsity life. Their relationship lasted for 2 years. The love between the two was endless. Azwan's studies were almost over when Rujdar was in his third year of honors. Was interviewing for the job. Whenever he had a job, he would send a marriage proposal to the housekeeper. He got the job and called Rujdar to tell him the good news. But some time ago, Rujdar ended his relationship with him. Ruzdar came to an end between them that day.
The only reason Ruzdar broke up with them was his family. Rujda knows very well that there is no one to see her mother and her sister except him. Their responsibility is now on him. So Rujdar sacrificed all his happiness and chose the happiness of his family. He did not tell Azwan anything about this. Otherwise, Azwan will take the burden of his family on his shoulders which Rujdar does not want.
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Ruzda is lying down after dinner. There is no sleep in his eyes. As soon as he closed his eyes, Azwan's face was floating in front of his eyes. The mind is desperate to run to him again and again. But he is chained to that family. Which he cannot throw even if he wants to. Ruzdar's chest is bursting with pain but he is not letting anyone realize it. He wonders if there is an end to this suffering at all. Another night passed without sleep.
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That day,
Ruzdar was returning home after tuition. The evening has almost come down. The anagona of the people around is also decreasing. Rujda is moving forward on slow legs. After going some distance, he suddenly feels tension in his hand. Someone grabbed his face before he understood anything That day,
Ruzdar was returning home after tuition. The evening has almost come down. The anagona of the people around is also decreasing. Rujda is moving forward on slow legs. After going some distance, he suddenly feels tension in his hand. Before he knew it, someone grabbed his face and led him into the back alley. The alley is quite quiet. He went into the alley and released Ruzdar. After getting Ruzdar, he turned around and saw Azwan. Although he was relieved to see Azwan, Rujdar caught fire as soon as he remembered what he had done. He jumped up and said.
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Rujda: What kind of rudeness !!! Why did you bring me here?
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Azwan: To get married. In a calm gaze.
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Rujda: I mean !! What are you talking about?
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Azwan: What I am saying is absolutely correct. I can't live without you, Rouge. I tried a lot to stay away from you but I couldn't and I can't. So I decided that what I really needed to do was learn how to do it right.
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Ruzdar: Don't talk like crazy. I can't marry you.
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Azwan: Because ??
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Ruzdar: I am not obliged to tell you that. When he started walking with this, he became Azwan.
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Azwan: The reason is your family. You are giving me back again and again to take care of your family.
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Rujdar turned around and said with a smile.
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Ruzdar: Yes, that's right. And because you already know, there is no hidden benefit. I have to look after my family. There is no one but me. And I don't want to put his burden on others.
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Azwan: They are not a burden at all. They are your responsibility and I want to share that. You know very well that I am an orphan. I didn't love my parents. I don't understand what family is. If I get a family there by you then where is the bad /? I want to make your family my own. They want to have their own family. Look, my job is done. We can be just as good together. Rouge will not be a problem.
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Ruzdar: These are the words of Azwan. In time, they will become a burden to you. On top of that this society never takes a good look at the fact that the husband has his wife's family in the house.
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Azwan: If you know me !!! Where I have never thought about society till today, you are telling me this. You know very well that I don't care what anyone says in this society. Then Why !! And the burden remained. Family is never understood. And for those who understand the meaning of family, there is no such thing.
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Ruzdar: No matter what you say, it is not possible for me to get married.
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Azwan: You are thinking.
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Ruzdar: Yes.
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Azwan: Then so be it. What's the use of keeping this life when you don't believe me ??
Saying this, he took a blade out of his pocket. Rujda was scared to see it. Ruzdar knows very well how crazy Azwan is for him. If he doesn't get it he won't hesitate to finish himself.
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Ruzdar: Azwan, what are you doing? Look, I'm not feeling well.
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Azwan: Tell me if you will marry me today ??
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Ruzdar: Look ... if you take the bar first
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Azwan: I will not go ahead or I will finish myself. Yes, don't tell me !!
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Ruzdar: Look
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Azwan: Yes or no !!!!!!!!!! With the blade at hand.
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Ruzda: Yes.
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As soon as Ruzdar heard "yes" on his face, a smile appeared on his face.
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Azwan: Rouge .... Rouge ..
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Rujda came from the kitchen with her hands clasped.
Rujda: Why are you shouting what happened ??
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Azwan: Why didn't you tell me before my medicine is over ?? I wouldn't have known if I hadn't seen it now.
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Rujda: Areh Baba !! Listen to me first. There is one more packet of this medicine. I thought I would come down when it was over.
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Azwan: Ahh well. Ab Rizar College fees were paid. Did you check everything ??
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Ruzda: Areh Baba yes.
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Azwan: Now ...
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Ruzda: I measured my blood pressure and diabetes, everything is fine, the market was done yesterday, whether it was Riji's book or not, I also took my own medicine. Anything else !!
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Azwan: No.
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Rujda: I often have doubts. Are they my mother and sister or yours !! You care more about them than I do.
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Azwan: Huh !!
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Rujda: Ah, my son-in-law is angry.
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Azwan: I don't know your son-in-law. Swollen face.
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Rujda came forward and pulled Azwan's cheeks.
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Rujda: When you are angry, you look like a monkey.
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Azwan grabbed Ruzdar by the waist and pulled him close. Then say,
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Azwan: I'm not a monkey !!
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Rujda: What are you doing?
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Azwan: I will not leave. When you said monkey, I will not let the monkey go without seeing the mountain.
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Saying this, Ruzdar sat down with a kiss on the cheek. Rujda hides her face in Azwan's chest in shame. Azwan holds him tightly.
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Azwan: Rouge, can I ask you something?
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Do it!
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Azwan: Are you still angry with me for that day !! See what I did just to get you.
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Ruzda: I know why you did that. And to be honest, I'm not angry at all. What has happened is for the better. If you hadn't forced me to marry you that day, I probably wouldn't have had such a beautiful family. I couldn't find you anymore. I never thought you would make my family your own. Give them so much respect and love them more than themselves. I'm so happy to have you in my life.
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Azwan: Uhum. I'm glad to have you. You have filled my life. You gave me a family. Which is now my own. And you !! # In this_life_you_will_ be_my_and_me. Got it.
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Ruzda: Hmm. I love you
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Azwan: I love you to rouse
He tightened his grip on Rujdar with his arms.
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